I woke up this morning with the words "Let It Be" in my head.
I tried to hold onto that all day. I had a book release early, I have a trip next week, I have cramps. Lorna has a cold.
Just let it be.
I missed pilates (because, you know, it could have been catastrophic in that did you hit a deer sort of way), but we managed a gentle class and I was going to let it be.
There I was. Letting it be.
Angela says that the practice's focus it going to be adaptation.
NOT my strong suit.
I am the OCD Queen. I am the girl of planning and scheduling and deadlines. I have had an unscheduled cold, book release, and and and...
So, I tried.
Flowing. Easy. Gentle.
What are we going to make for supper, Shawn? My brain says. And we have to clean and plan a supper for vegetarians tomorrow and you don't know what the temperatures going to be and don't forget to promo that book and you have another deadline coming and did you set up the DVR? I bet you forgot.
I'm going, what? WHAT? I've been frigging ZEN ALL BLASTED DAY LETTING IT BE AND I'M IN YOGA STRETCHING WITH THE PEACEFUL MUSIC AND THE SOFT LIGHTS AND WHY WON'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE??????
About then I noticed my shoulder blades were possibly cradling the back of my head...
So. Okay. Adaptation is obviously something that triggers me.
Good to know.
:D
Also, I went to Sprouts and bought frozen gluten free Chinese food for supper. I'm making vegetarian gluten free lasagna tomorrow. I have tweeted and facebooked and blogged about my new title. I did set up the DVR.
Now, I'm going to take a walk.
Namaste, y'all.
S.
Class info:
Location: The Yoga Room
Class type: Gentle
Teacher: Angela
Confession: I read "promo" as "porno" at first. Haven't finished my coffee yet. :)
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